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Leng Jen
16 August 1994
Poi Ching School Cedar Girls' Sec
6C'06 1S'07 2S'08 3In-one '09
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title: i want you back
date: Wednesday, November 18, 2009
time:11:26 PM
title: Heartbeat♥
date:
time:9:15 PM


AWESOME and COOL!♥ nichkhun and wooyoung:)

today's the third day of WEP...haha,what can i say?maybe im not learning anything from it:( but now i know that SINGAPOREANS ARE EATING TOO MUCH!oh my gosh,standing for like eight hours each for these three days was so tiring:( and a little bit on the boring side:( packing thousands and thousands of hams,sausages,meat,bacon,and CHIPOLATAS.i think im going to develop a phobia of packing chipolatas.its like never ending:( baskets and baskets coming in:( why cant people eat less chipolatas?gosh,i bet we've packed over two thousand already!:( haha,the seven of us HATE packing it.try packing chipolatas for three days straight six hours a day and you'll know why:) and the temperature in he packing room is so so cold that my fingers are numb from staying in there.my fingers could feel anything and there was like no circulation.this is the reason why there's global warming.but i guess there's no choice.i hope we'll be doing lazania(the spelling is wrong,but you get it:) that is ten times more fun:) but i think all of us are trying to make our work more fun and interesting:) because we have no choice but to do that.finishing our lunch in half an hour then going back to the office to sleep for another half an hour is THE BEST!:)

Do it, do it, Chu~♥
It's true, true, true, true it's you~


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date: Sunday, November 8, 2009
time:11:51 PM
Omo!JongHyun<3 confirmed that he had swine flu on tuesday:(( but lucky now he's fully recovered:)although it didnt look like he got enough rest during the performance at Inkigayo:(( he's voice just sounded so different:( then when jonghyun fully recovered Onew caught it and now he has swine flu:( he already looked so blur during the music bank performance so i thought there was something wrong.anyway,YeSung replaced JongHyun on Music Bank then Leetuek replaced Onew for Inkigayo and i think they did quite a good job:)HAHA,especially at the last part when they were dancing:)could see that they werent familar with it.their dance moves were so cute?HAHA.(i cant put the videos so there are the links.)and taemin went off tune..HAHA.but nothing's the same without all SHINee members:( hope the other members like KEY wont get it:)if not i think Woong will cry..HAHA.and and mummy fell sick too:(((( HAVE ENOUGH REST AND GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT!<333 FIGHT OFF THAT FLU BUG:)ONEW AND JONGHYUN HAVE TO GET BETTER QUICKLY TOO:)
gosh,i think im obsessed with KPOP.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZV7wxXN-Gpo no onew:(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wSHi13G00Q&feature=related no jonghyun:(

HAHAHA...there's this video on xiao gui's blog thats totally hilarious!:)the girl was R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D.it totally epic luh,and xiao gui's singing sounded like the CD:)

okay okay,two more days and im freeee from cheena which is really not my thing.then i can: watch Hi My Sweetheart!(anyone who's bored watch this k?:)you'll laugh like crazy!with show luo's appearance) ; watch videos of Kpop!<33 ; pack my super messy table which is filled with cheena notes ; find and buy SHINee's album:)but i'll see the price first:) ; my whole november is packed:( and so many things are clashing together.

TWO MORE DAYS LAMLENGJEN...YOU BETTER GET AN A!NO,YOU MUST MUST MUST GET AN A.IF NOT YOU CAN JUST KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU WILL DIE NEXT YEAR.SO STOP GETTING DISTRACTED AND CONCENTRATE!


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title: push me further and i'll really go MAD
date: Friday, November 6, 2009
time:11:00 PM
i just need to vent my frustrations,so skip this post because it's going be really crude.just dont read it okay?

my computer is really driving me crazy!theres like no fucking space left on the c drive which is only a fucking pathetic 19.5 GB.Woong's computer is like 120GB and hers is like almost full.so how can i fucking live on 19.5GB?let me tell you how ONE: you got to keep deleting your browsing history almost everyday or rather after you browse like twenty over websites TWO:you got to fucking tolerate pop ups at the bottom of your screen that comes out every 30secs whenever you use your computer THREE:you got to find files to delete although there arent any fucking files on your desktop,my documents,music,pictures,my received files etc. FOUR: your blood pressure just shoots up when you use your computer.im fucking pissed now...like seriously.you know sometimes you're so fucking pissed you just cry.yeah,im like crying now.whatever shit this is. i cant even sign in to MSN and i cant re-install is cause there's no fucking space.fuck fuck fuck.im really going CRAZY okay.with o's coming and everything i've been studying for like the past few days and now im faced up with this shit when i just want to use my computer for tonight.really feel like slaming this damn thing against the wall.and no,i dont need anger management courses cause i KNOW if you were using this computer,you'll be pissed off too.so many things going on right now,stress of the o's and seeing people's chinese grades which are so far ahead of mine really worries me about my exams.staying up late to find vocabulary and type the meanings of them on the computer until my hands are sore.there's just so many things im not done studying with.ARGHHHHHH...whats the problem with this crappy computer and singapore's education system.if the world really ends at 2012,i should just quit school,travel around the world and do the things that i like,since my results will only affect one year of my life.LAM LENG JEN might just end up with some mental illness or heart disease from these things that are driving her crazy.why do foreigners get to enjoy life so much when singaporeans are all just workaholics.you see people on trains with notes and who knows what are on the papers in their hand,working ot almost every single day.where the fuck is there time left for anything else.everyone just has 24 hours but yet we live our lives so differently.i really want tuesday to be over soon,just 4 more days and after that im really going to take the rest of the week off.not going to care about holiday homework or studying.why cant we do the things that we like in life?seldom do people get the chance to do that,like your heart wants to do it but circumstances just stop you and eventually you end up regretting it.i was supposedly to be blogging about other stuff but currently im not in the mood to do so...this is so not working out.but i feel much better now after this long long post.i NEED a new computer.it's not really a want but it's a need.urgh...im not going to bother about this crappy machine.doing my chinese is a much better option now.


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title: we'll end with see you again
date: Friday, October 30, 2009
time:11:46 PM




these two songs are addictive:)I ♥ JongHyun and Key!<333 SHINee jjiang!(: jonghyun and key just look hot and awesome<33 and KHJ:)i haven had the time to watch Music Bank:( the one with subs:( i'm loving more and more.HAHA.

let's not talk about results or holiday homework but O's.time check,my paper is in 10days time!:( really need to ban my fingers from typing away on this keyboard:( O's seem scary scary,like my results for the coming paper is super important.stress.i might be missing training to study for chinese,im serious.I NEED to study for chinese:(

we got our I/C on tuesday:)a picture with all my fringe pinned up:( because apparently my fringe was too long when i pushed to the side-est already.HAHA.

NOVEMBER and DECEMBER is going to be quite busy busy!but i like it that way:)O's chinese papers,work experience,seniors farewell chalet,genting trip,3I's class gathering,genting and KL trip,homecoming etc etc...okay,maybe i'll rant about how it so tough to be finishing holiday and studying during holidays later on.for now,i'll just focus on chinese:)2S gathering tomorrow!:)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!


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title: locked away
date: Monday, October 26, 2009
time:11:12 PM
smarty pants lamlengjen fixed her laptop to the internet again and she's happy(: gosh,why cant i be as skillful academically:( and and i got accepted for the work experience!:) what a surprise,i thought i wouldnt have any chance.haha,going to work in the food industry with priscilla(: lucky i have her for company(:

out with evelyn on saturday(: haha,the blur uncle gave us wrong directions and we walked till clarke quay.we totally looked like tourists with the BIGBIG singapore map in our hands:)marina square,hill street,north bridge road,fort canning,blur uncle,security guard,museum,stamp finding,museum,scary exhibition,macs,'beggars' underpass,esplanade:)then it was my and my crazy-ness at grandma's house for dinner:)i think or rather i know i really really really like dancing:)and my mum has 11 studiowu free passes!totally awesome:)haha.

seriously,i am the only pathetic soul in the whole entire class and maybe the whole cohort to.....damn,i really got to earn more points.but how?shitzo,there's only one year left and with at least 10 points to go,how in the world can i attain points that are like really important.desperate for points:(

i can jolly well climb onto my bed and fall into a deep sleep right now due to fatigue and who knows what that is causing my semi-open eyes.

it's just another doom's day tomorrow,nagging for the results.and o's.


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title: you gave me absolutely nothing
date: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
time:8:16 PM
going back to school on tuesday wasnt that bad(: video conference with Dion Jordan was awesome:)but i embarrassed myself during the communication skills workshop by forgetting how to pronounce aspect:( haha,work experience interview was really stupid.auditions and interviews are not my thing at all.

the internet died again on monday night and i had to talk to the person for like 40 mins before it was fixed yesterday...urgh.did i mention that im so damn f**ked up with my laptop.for some stupid reason the C drive is only 19.5GB and it's like full even though i dont have any files on my desktop.i can just leave my laptop there and the space just runs out.what the hell.and really,i want a new laptop.urgh,cannot stand the internet explorer automatically shutting down every single time without notice and the pop up for the full disk space thing.it's really sucky:(

field trip today:)it was kinda boring eh,haha,and i didnt copy down anything cause i was busy taking pictures:)it was more of like geog with the mangroves.mozzies,spiders,bees,lizards,crabs,mudskippers,fishes and plants...haha.

gosh,i got to finish FOUR chinese compre by tomorrow:( higher chinese o'lvl is really coming in about two weeks and lamlengjen isnt prepared!shit,im really scared i wont get A1 or an A2.my languages has always been Cs:( urgh,got to buck up,mug like i didnt mug before and ace the exams!i'm going to buy assesment books and practice like crazy.HAHA,i hope it will work!:(

my knee and my ankle is dying on me.i was slower than some old lady who overtook me when walking home today:( why does my stamina not improve when i walk 15-20 mins home?:(


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